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> 2026-05-25 · standing · 4 min read

The list I write when I'm done

  • ritual
  • focus
  • habits

A small evening ritual — I plan tomorrow's work while today's context is still hot. Not a TODO list, not the team's tracker, just a private planning surface written from inside the day, when I still know what's worth doing first.

Around 7pm, sometime after the last message of the day and before I close the laptop, I open a small notebook that lives to the left of my keyboard. I write three to five lines on tomorrow’s page. Then I close it. Then I close the laptop. That’s the ritual.

It’s the smallest thing I do, and it’s done more for my focus than any productivity system I’ve tried.

It’s not the team’s tracker

Linear knows what I owe it. Tickets, PRs, reviews, threads — the queue is up to date and the team can see it. That’s where the work lives.

What goes in the notebook is a different surface. It’s not what’s owed; it’s what I’m going to do first, and how, and why. The first thing I’ll open in the morning. The thread I want to reply to carefully — and the rough shape of the reply. The thing I want to think through before standup. The small worry I want to surface before it grows into a real one.

None of that needs to be visible to the team. Most of it isn’t even tasks — it’s notes-to-self about how to spend the next eight hours well. Linear is the what. The notebook is the what first, and how.

(Sometimes a personal line sneaks in — go for a run, call my dad. That’s fine. The point isn’t to keep them separate, the point is that the surface is mine.)

End of day, not start of day

I tried this in the morning for years. It doesn’t work, and the reason it doesn’t is the whole reason the ritual exists.

At 7pm, my brain is still hot from the day. Every blocker I hit is still loaded. The half-formed idea from the third meeting hasn’t faded. I know which thread is going to need a careful answer because I almost wrote it three times today and didn’t. I know which PR scared me and why. I know which ticket I’m secretly hoping someone else picks up, and whether I should be honest about that. That information is expensive, and it evaporates overnight.

By 8am, the kitchen is quiet and the context is gone. Morning-me reconstructs from Slack and the tracker — strictly worse sources than yesterday-evening-me. He writes things that sound reasonable. “Look at the auth thing.” Useless — that’s not an item, it’s a mood.

Evening-me writes from inside the day. Open the cycling refactor before anything else, while I still remember where I left the cursor. Re-read the auth thread once before replying — there’s a thing Anna said that I want to think about. Push back on the Tuesday scope before standup, not after. Specific, because the day was specific.

Morning-me is too rested to know what I need. Evening-me is tired enough to be honest.

What goes on it

The shape is roughly the same most nights.

One line for the first thing I’ll touch — the line that gets me past morning inertia. Usually a file, sometimes a function, occasionally just “open the editor before the inbox.”

One line for the reply I owe — not “reply to Anna,” but the substance of what I want to say, in the rough words I’d write it.

One line for the thing I want to think about before someone asks me. The architectural question that’s still loose. The decision I haven’t actually made yet but have been pretending to.

One line for the worry. The small one. The “are we sure about X” that I’d rather catch on paper at 7pm than in a meeting at 10.

And sometimes, one line that isn’t work at all.

Three to five lines. Never more. If the list gets long, I’m using it wrong — it’s drifting toward a productivity system, and the second it becomes a system it stops being a notebook and starts being a chore. Five lines I’ll do; twelve I’ll resent and abandon by Thursday.

No priority order, no checkboxes, no carrying things over. If I don’t get to a line, it doesn’t migrate — tomorrow’s list gets written tomorrow night, with tomorrow’s information. The list is disposable on purpose. It’s not a backlog.

The mornings I skip it

Plenty of mornings I skip it. I know what those mornings look like.

The first ninety minutes go to reconstruction. I open Slack and let it set the agenda. I read what people sent overnight and react to whichever message is loudest. I check the tracker, see a hundred things that could be next, and pick whatever feels closest to hand. By 10:30 I’ve been working for two hours and I haven’t actually decided anything — I’ve been answering.

The day still gets done. The PRs ship. From the outside, nothing’s wrong.

What’s wrong is that I spent the morning being a function of yesterday’s inbox instead of a function of yesterday’s thinking. The notebook is the difference between those two starts.

What it actually is

It isn’t a system. I don’t have rules for it, I don’t measure anything, I haven’t optimised it. I just write three to five lines at the end of the day, while the day is still in my hands, on a small page nobody else will read.

That’s the whole thing. The smallest decision I make about tomorrow, made by the only version of me who has the context to make it well.